My first entry: March 22, 2011

I'm not really sure what I'm doing. I'm speaking mainly of this blog, but I guess that you could say that I'm talking about life in general as well. That's why I'm attempting to write a blog, because I'm not sure what else to do. I hear that you can make money with blogs. Can you? Probably so. Can I? Most likely not. But I will attempt to type my life out into blogs and see if anyone cares to read about it. I'll try to make it fun. I'll try to make it entertaining. I hope the boredom of my life will at least entertain you. You? Who are you? Who actually is reading this blog? No one. So as of right now, I am speaking to no one. Just my computer. Just this empty blog site.

When I first said I'm not really sure what to do I really meant that I'm not sure how to go about making a worthwhile blog. I'm not sure how to set up the homepage, or the profile. But I love to learn things. I love to try things out. I'm not sure what all I'm going to end up putting on this blog. As of right now, my name and face will be a mystery to the reader of this blog. In time, I may decide to let him, or her (the reader) know who The American Loser is. But, i sort of feel like the fun is that i could be anyone. Right now, I bet there are probably tons of 26 year old men who feel just like i do. Stuck. I'm stuck in a point in my life and i'm not sure where to go. I'm not sure what I should do. But I'm going to figure it out. And as I do, I will write it all in this blog for the world to see.

But first, lets get one thing straight. You may be thinking I'm some guy with no self esteem that feels sorry for himself and wants sympathy. You're right. Well, you're somewhat right. I don't want sympathy. But I do, at times, have low self esteem. And I do, at times, feel sorry for myself. But who doesn't sometimes?
But that's a problem that I'm working on for me. I'm going to try to figure out how to deal with it. And yes, I'm going to tell you all about it in this blog. So if you don't want to hear it, don't read this blog. I will complain, i might nag, i might vent, but i'll also rejoice. Just to let the world know how this random, faceless, nameless, American loser feels like. Because you might know someone in my position that feels just like i do.

I'm going to try my best to write at least 2 blog post a week. I'm not a blogger, so i'm not sure if i can keep up with it. But I've read that if you want to keep an audience then you have to post regularly. So I will do my best.  And i am a very dedicated person. Ok I lie, I'm not that dedicated. But I really want to do this. So I will. So I'll talk to you at least by Thursday.